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Speaker 1They do a lot of charity work and Arthur's a very close friend and Randy listens to the podcast to report to Arthur what we talk about. So that was Whiteandluxcom, whiteandluxcom, and in the house tonight, today, whatever it is, we have Ricky Rose, shulam aleichem. Ricky Rose, a musician, a songwriter, an entertainer, a performer, a neshama, a vessel of one of God's gifts, a gift that the Eberster put on the earth. He put inside you when you watch. It's a good introduction, no, good introduction. Yes, nice to meet you.
Speaker 4Nice to meet you.
Speaker 1Okay, so listen like this the first time I met you you do you remember where it was?
Speaker 1um, it was at a program you remember, it's a facial program and you know who introduced us that I don't remember yiddle, oh yes yiddle, yiddle, uh yiddle, who is yiddle wordiger rightl, who is Yidl Werdiger right, who is an amazing singer and songwriter and produced albums on his own, but also happens to be the son of Mordechai Ben David. He shouldn't be known as the son of Mordechai Ben David. He should be an amazing singer and songwriter. He is, and I sat next to him. I finished the show and we sat next to him. I finished the show, we sat next to him and we found a corner somewhere in this big hotel and we sat there and whoever was there was like maybe 10 people Hanging out Just chilling. And Modi, he says you know, ricky, I go no. And he says to me in this very chichita show, like face.
Speaker 1Like this is somebody, this is somebody, and I go. No, he says to me she sings chazanas. You don't know what's going on, how good it is Cantorial singing, and she didn't even like take a beat. But she went into a song which performers don't usually do. But you said here I have an audience, let's do it. And I think you sang.
Speaker 4Rahim no.
Speaker 1Could be Rahim. No, or it could have been Pinchik's Ruzza de Shabbos.
Speaker 4I think it was Rachem. No, because somebody recorded that video and posted it online.
Speaker 1Okay, this is a hundred years ago by the way.
Speaker 3Well, let's hear it.
Speaker 1Oh, from Ricky? No, give us the Rachem.
Speaker 4No.
Speaker 3Yeah but closer to the mic.
Speaker 1This is a piece. This is Yoselokuk Okay, go ahead. I. This is Yosela Cook. Okay, go ahead, I'll tell you who.
Speaker 3After Just make sure when you sing you're close to that, so that our listeners don't complain.
Speaker 4Ah, complaining, rakhim eno Adusha melekeinu.
Speaker 5Al Yisroel hamechom.
Speaker 4Ve'al Yerushalayim yirechom.
Speaker 5Ve'al etzion mishkan kevod echom Shabbat shalom.
Speaker 4Thank you very much. Wow, Isn't that amazing.
Speaker 1And I'm telling you 10 people 10 people showed up and listened to her and it was, and I said okay, so I turned to you. I turned to you and I go pitch perfect. He goes pitch perfect.
Speaker 3And.
Speaker 1I was like right away. And then, and that's, and that, go pitch perfect, he goes pitch perfect. And I was like right away, and that's how I met, that's how I met you. And then we follow each other on Instagram. I just see the journeys you're going on, you see the journeys and she shows. Once in a while, after a show, she comes over and says hello, but she no.
Speaker 3What is going on here? That was, first of all, amazing. I mean you look like you walked off the set of like an mtv music video in 1996 and there it is, and I mean that in like the most complimentary way ever. And then you start talking and you're in like fiddle around the room.
Speaker 1No.
Speaker 3Well, I don't know what.
Speaker 4MTV is Exactly Okay. Is it like a TV network?
Speaker 1It was a TV network. Yeah, they used to have videos of music.
Speaker 3We were not allowed. No, please tell us what is going on.
Speaker 1No, no, I want to talk about what she's doing now. Okay.
Speaker 2Her story is interesting.
Speaker 1She grew up in a Hasidic home. Yo Hasidic home. No, Give us a little background.
Speaker 4I grew up Hasidic.
Speaker 1No, which kind of?
Speaker 4Hasidic B'nai Yoel. Have you ever heard of B'nai Yoel or no, you ever heard of the Satmer? Has a little branch called Benai Yoil. There's the two Satmers, aroni and Zaloni. There's two rabbis that they were fighting. They split. There's the two big rabbis. Then there's a smaller group, benai Yoil.
Speaker 1The sons of Yoil.
Speaker 4So they are only with the old Rebbe, kind of like the Meshachistan with Chabad. You know what that is.
Speaker 2Okay, let's just say I do. Is this enough for you? It's so interesting.
Speaker 1Of course I know the Mashiach they're not like the Mashiachist.
Speaker 4They don't claim for the rabbi to be alive and the rabbi to be Mashiach, but they only go with the old Satmar ways. The rabbi Nehoy.
Speaker 1But to the point. She in the house grew up speaking Yiddish.
Speaker 4Yeah, we only spoke Yiddish in the house and we were only allowed Yiddish books and Yiddish, everything Yiddish and thank God because when you sing Yiddish, you sound like you sing Yiddish.
Speaker 1Do you understand what I'm saying? So, whatever your past was, whatever you went through, you went through. But now this vessel, let me tell you she's a vessel of one of God's gifts. When she sings, I could tell you a few times I've seen her perform. There's a, there's. Sometimes you look up, there's an entire room having an amazing time, but the one having the best time is the performer yeah am I right or wrong when you're in the zone? Yeah no, are you not having the best time in the world?
Speaker 4I am and I also feel like, uh, I need the crowd for that. I can't perform like alone and have the best time I need to have the people there yeah, yeah, and you get into it.
Speaker 1So I singing is such a zone periel, I can't even explain it to you. It's like it's a one, it's like a high, like when you're doing comedy. When you're doing comedy, when you are in the zone and you know this is gonna sit and the celsius hits and you still know, oh my god, I have 30 minutes left. Thank god, it's gonna be the best ride ever and the whole room's having a great time. No one's having a better time than me, right? And you're the same way when you perform.
Speaker 4No, yes, I love it. I love every second of. I feel like I was born for it and I don't have like any. I know a lot of singers have like stage fright or they're a little introverted.
Speaker 1I'm not like that there's no introversion whatsoever when I'm on stage, I come alive even more yeah.
Speaker 3And did you always know this? Even as like a little girl?
Speaker 4Always knew it. I started singing before I was speaking.
Speaker 1So what was your first like song that you connected to you should get I get eaten. Oh wow, you're gonna give us a little the beginning. Give us the beginning the beginning and I'll translate for for for parallel, okay, I?
Speaker 3would sing this when I was like three years old. Nisht is nothing, no.
Speaker 1And I'm still singing it Lidog. Nothing to worry about. Don't worry basically.
Speaker 4Don't worry, Jews.
Speaker 1And Periel's learning Yiddish. Okay, so this is an Avram Fried song, nisht G'day. Don't worry, yiddin, this song is like one of those Avram Fried songs. When you hear two chords, you know the song, what it is already and you're already in the state of mind. Tanya.
Speaker 4Tanya Right.
Speaker 1All those songs, it's like you just doom, boom, Such like hits in the Jewish world. That's I always say. I feel so bad for the Goyim that they don't have Jewish music. Okay, so this is one of those songs, and the beginning is just so unbelievable.
Speaker 4It's a crazy song. I feel like I need a stage and a big, like I need to stand for this song. But I'm sitting now so I'll try. Do you want to move in a better?
Speaker 1position.
Speaker 3No, it's okay.
Speaker 1Those of you who know she's sitting while she's doing this.
Speaker 4Yeah, you need to stand and move around for this.
Speaker 1We can fix that. No, it's okay, you can stand Okay.
Speaker 4You want to stand? I don't know you should sit, you should stand.
Speaker 1Okay.
Speaker 5Let's use this. A sweet dream.
Speaker 1I've seen.
Speaker 4In the third temple.
Speaker 5I was.
Speaker 1The priest for bringing the sacrifices.
Speaker 5The Levites are singing.
Speaker 1Moshe Rabbeinu is teaching us the Torah. The Sanhedrin sits the Knesset's soil. Instead of fighting, they're learning Torah and they're living Torah Aaron the coin. The menorah of the Netzach to win oh world in awe.
Speaker 5All the secrets of getting along are revealed. Wow, then the song goes. Then the song goes. Don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, don't worry.
Speaker 4Don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, don't worry, don't worry.
Speaker 3Don't worry, don oh my God.
Speaker 1Thank you so much. What a song, what a visual it puts you in Of Mashiach. It's Mashiach. It's an energy Mashiach song.
Speaker 3It's a Mashiach energy song.
Speaker 1It's a Mashiach song Period, Ricky. I just want to tell you something?
Speaker 3Yeah, modi never asks for guests. Ever, Ever Okay. I mean, we've done maybe like 120 something episodes. Modi never asks for guests, ever, ever Okay.
Speaker 1I mean, we've done maybe like 120-something episodes of this show. You are, I think, like maybe one other A few. Again, benny Roganitsky, who's a cantor, a chazen. I asked him to come on, yeah, but that's, I know. I know this is a gift. By the way, I want to say something on the podcast right now, the song Rahim that you sang before. Yeah, obviously, yosela Rosenblatt, that's his song, but there is a version of it, sung by Ari Klein, that could make your skin fall off. That's how great it is. Wow, that's how great it is. Wow, that's how insane it is. Again, another performer who you can see is having a better time than anybody listening to him. Have you?
Speaker 4ever heard him no.
Speaker 1Amazing Check it out. Yeah, so when you do these shows, how do you set the audience up, because you can't hit them with that kind of a song.
Speaker 4Yeah, this is an ending song. This is always the ending song, and at the end of it I'll get down on my knees and I'll go. You know, I'll do the whole running up the octave with my voice until I can't anymore, and you know. So it's pretty crazy.
Speaker 1It's crazy.
Speaker 4It's crazy when I do this song, everybody gets like you know, and Everybody gets like you know, and I, when I do it too, I get like this adrenaline pumping through my body when you're singing. Even now, just doing it now. I already got like my face is hot right now.
Speaker 1Right, shaking a little bit. It hits me sometimes, when I'm honored to take the homage, to do the singing to be the guy that leads the service. You understand how insane that is. Even you understand that. But the tzibur the public has sent you.
Speaker 1You're the tzibur to go represent them. You know it's an insane title if you think about it. And you're up there and this is a godly thing and a spiritual, and you're connecting and you're singing and this past Shabbos I sang. I was up there, I was so in the zone and you know how we sing, and then it's followed by Kaddish. So I was so in the zone and the shul was singing with me. I sang. Should we sing a little bit of that?
Speaker 4Sure.
Speaker 1I don't know it so well. You don't know it.
Speaker 4I know it, but like not well enough to rip it out.
Speaker 1You do a Karl Bach Nigen to Vashamru. It's like the part of the service. So at the end I go into, I repeat it. I don't understand You're not going to. I repeat it in a little more Chazanishi Like I go through it and at the end I went back into the for the Kaddish, and that's so, that's it just happens like it just happened to me.
Speaker 1It was so good, nice, and you're performing in the best you can do. I'm not Kosovitsky, I'm not any of those, I'm the best that I could do, and you're feeling it, but I can do. I'm not kosovitsky, I'm not any of those, I'm the best that I could do, and you're feeling it, but I heard you eating those notes, yes so you know who goes to our synagogue leah forester, all right, who also has an amazing voice.
Speaker 1She was a guest a while ago, like early episodes, uh, in different studios without mr Fancy Couch and.
Speaker 4Leia and I go way back.
Speaker 1Yes, leia Forrester, also a performer.
Speaker 3Amazing.
Speaker 1Amazing. So she's in my shul, she goes to our shul so she sees me. She sees me going into the zone with the singing and she can tell that I'm like'm there. You know she gets that yeah, yeah a performance can understand that right? Yeah, for sure so tell me about your one woman show so what? What do you? What do we get when we go see you?
Speaker 4you get a little peek into um my life. You know growing up and I the songs that I write yes um, are pretty much about either my past or how I'm dealing with things now.
Speaker 1With a positive note.
Speaker 4With a positive note, uplifting even a little funny. Some of my songs are funny. If you translate them to English they're not funny, they're dark and heavy, but in Yiddish it's funny somehow.
Speaker 3So tell us a little bit, give the audience like a little bit of the story of what.
Speaker 1Maybe through one of the songs.
Speaker 4So this is one of the songs. It's called the Chatzitim and the Nervim. Do you know what that means?
Speaker 1Yes.
Speaker 4Chatzitim and the Nervim means Well, to translate it exactly, it means I have to do with my nerves, but really what do I have to do? It's really hot, but they make it one word it implies that I'm crazy, I'm mentally ill, I'm um, like in a very. You use it as a person like, oh, oh, what's wrong with him? In Hebrew.
Speaker 1In Hebrew, In Yiddish, you just need.
Speaker 4That's it. So, for someone else. You say For me it's so. There's this play that we grew up with. It's called the Letz T'Gedank, and one of the scenes in there is this guy he goes to the doctor. It starts Chaim Stinkovic guides him doctor. His name is Chaim Stinkovic and he goes to the doctor and he says I'll give you a little.
Speaker 3He says he sees the guy in the waiting room.
Speaker 4He sees the guy in the waiting room, he says what are you doing by the doctor? What are you doing by the doctor? He says I'm going to the doctor With what? With the nerves, with the nerves. Why are you yelling? I want to be with the nerves. So basically saying, oh, I'm going to the nerves, I'm crazy, what I'm crazy. That's why I'm here at the doctor. What I'm crazy, I'm crazy. Why are you yelling, you crazy? So yeah, what?
Speaker 1are you yelling for? Are you crazy? I mean, he's like he's good, but you nah, I get it. I get it.
Speaker 4Oh no, so that's how the song starts.
Speaker 2No, go ahead.
Speaker 4I hate you with my nerves. I hate you with my nerves. I hate you with my nerves. I hate you with my nerves. My mother told me that every bottle I drink is a bottle of sugar. I hate you with my nerves. I'm so nervous. It's so good.
Speaker 5What are you doing with your nerves?
Speaker 4My dad has a party so I can't come in. I'm afraid I won't be able to meet you. What are you doing with your nerves when I was 15 years old I wanted to walk in the nerves. I'm a psychiatrist. I keep pills in my mouth Deeper in the spouts. No one should know that I'm enjoying myself Now that I'm older my staff is almost older. I can't take it anymore, so I'm a little too tired. I have tea with the nerves.
Speaker 5I have tea with the nerves. I have tea with the nerves.
Speaker 4I have tea. With what with my nerves? I'm going to you with my With my nerves. With my nerves. That's a little part of the song. It has another.
Speaker 1It's amazing. It's amazing. Good for you, but you understand it's amazing.
Speaker 3So it almost feels like you don't even really have to understand Yiddish or all the words.
Speaker 1You got two of the words. You can understand everything else.
Speaker 3Yeah, a lot of Like. You explain it like a little bit enough that the music is obviously incredible and speaks for itself. Yes, am I right? Did you understand any of that? I understand enough. I understood enough to.
Speaker 1What was the Hebrew word? The therapist Psychiatry.
Speaker 3Psychiat, therapist.
Speaker 1Psychiater.
Speaker 2Psychiater. Psychiater.
Speaker 4They said it was mitter, it was okay.
Speaker 1Half of Yiddish is Hebrew. It was mature Mutar.
Speaker 3I understood the bottle of Tylenol. Okay, I feel like you don't need like you don't need to understand every single word to enjoy it, though that's what's kind of amazing, right?
Speaker 4so if I translate it to English, it's going to seem like pretty dark. It's saying my mother told me even though the first line of the song I'm thinking of changing it into Montata and, and then my father, because my mother never said anything like that, it's just my father.
Speaker 1Oh, your dad has a sense of humor.
Speaker 4Yeah, an abusive sense of humor.
Speaker 1Oh, okay, yeah.
Speaker 4I didn't get that.
Speaker 3Oh, I was like, oh, okay. It's that your father said you were crazy.
Speaker 4It's yeah, I'm saying first my mother and then my father, but really it's just my father. My mother just said don't listen to Tati, is Tati the father? Tati is the father. So basically, my father told my mother, told me in the song, but my father told me that every Shidduch that they read to me is a Meshiginit, is a crazy person, because you have it's the team of the Nervim, because you're crazy. And then, when I was 15 years old, and even about 15, I already wanted to run away. Um, I swallowed a bottle of tylenol. You know, because I didn't know tylenol is not going to kill you. Um, uh, actually, because I didn't know I could see a therapist, because I didn't really know about like mental health or anything like that.
Speaker 4And then, after asking and begging a few for a while, they said it was okay to see a psychiatrist. Then I had to hide the pills so nobody should see that I'm taking them. Now that I'm older I'm not hiding anymore. I can say with freedom, I can say with freedom with happiness yeah that I'm a little means a little crazy, that's amazing.
Speaker 4That's really incredible really that's the first part of the song. The second part of the song I mention a bunch of other things that have helped me throughout with anxiety, depression. You know mental health issues, but you're slaying it now, but you're killing it now.
Speaker 1From all of that, what happened in the house? You got a song out of it. I got a song out of it, yeah imagine if you didn't get a song out of it. Yes, but you got a song out of it.
Speaker 4Yes, I got a song out of it and it's a crazy good song.
Speaker 1It's a crazy good song, so Baruch Hashem.
Speaker 4Baruch Hashem.
Speaker 1Baruch Hashem, thank God I don't really like.
Speaker 4I don't. I'm very happy with everything that I went through. Yeah, like I didn't have a hard life.
Speaker 1I'm almost it was too easy. My father paid for college for me. My father paid for college me was one of the funniest things I think ever happened in my house. My mom tells him modi's going to college. My father goes, our modi, and she says to him. She says to him, she says to him yeah, all the kids in America go to college. And he goes, our Modi's going to college and he paid for the whole thing. God bless him, because otherwise this Modi wouldn't have gone to college.
Speaker 3God bless your man.
Speaker 1So maybe if my parents gave me a harder upbringing I would have been funnier or something. Probably, not, probably, not Probably not Listen.
Speaker 3I think that it's really incredible and probably you're giving a lot of strength to a lot of other little girls who don't know that they don't have to follow that road. I can't imagine that it was probably really scary and difficult. So it's really impressive and I give you a lot of credit On this tone you're using. It's true, yeah, but keep this up B.
Speaker 3Because you want to make it all like it's like light, but it's not. It's like a really amazing thing for her to put on those pink glasses and that t-shirt like a rock star I think it's easy for her to put that on and to put a tichel on.
Speaker 4Probably am I right yeah, I do put a tichel on when I go to see the family.
Speaker 1So you do yeah, or a tichel is sometimes it's the shmata, they put their cover, the headers exactly how dare you call it a shmuck?
Speaker 3I do know a Yiddish word she knows.
Speaker 1By the way, do you know who rocks a tichel on another level, can I just fling off the topic? Leo and I watched the documentary of Elizabeth Taylor.
Speaker 4Oh, I don't know who that is. No, sorry.
Speaker 1She was an actress. I'm going to tell you what she is.
Speaker 5I'm going to explain you. I'm going to explain you, you're going to explain me.
Speaker 1I'm going to explain you what grammar, what's grammar in the world?
Speaker 3That's amazing.
Speaker 1Elizabeth Taylor was a very huge actress back in the 1940s and 50s, huge, the biggest thing Hollywood ever had. And so they were telling… it's her recordings and you can see they always show pictures and she always covers her head.
Speaker 3So she's like this tichel, she's like a tichel yeah, yeah, she wears like and so, but she was very glamorous.
Speaker 1Leo and I, before we go to bed, we watch a little something until the pills hit so with her. It's like two husbands the next two husbands, the next we like. The documentary lasted us. A documentary that's only supposed to last one night lasted us for three nights. It was miraculous, but she rocked the tichel.
Speaker 4A tichel is really good. I have no problem with the tichel. It's the spitzel that I had a problem with Okay that I had a problem.
Speaker 1What's a schnitzel Is?
Speaker 3that like a piece of chicken? No, it looks like a piece of chicken.
Speaker 1It's when they cover their hair with, like a thicker thing with a hat attached to it.
Speaker 4It's like some people will look good in it and I don't want to ever disrespect anyone that wears it and likes it. And it's just for me. My family is supposed to wear a schnitzel, like to wear a spitzel, like my mother wears a spitzel, and, ironically, three we're four sisters. Only one of us is wearing a spitzel.
Speaker 3What if you?
Speaker 4don't want to wear a spitzel. Well, now that I haven't been wearing a spitzel, my father hasn't spoken to me in what 13 years? It's unfortunate for him, yeah.
Speaker 1Wow, what's he missing?
Speaker 4It's a loss well, it's not like he was speaking to me a lot before that, right, but uh but you have close friends you sing along with. I see that yeah, and I have my sister. We've been singing a lot together.
Speaker 1About to get there they your sister, and you are amazing, your sister, and you are amazing, and you also with this rabbi.
Speaker 4Oh Rabisha.
Speaker 1Rabisha, oh yeah, who came to my show in the Hamptons?
Speaker 4She's the best.
Speaker 1I saw you guys did a full… A live A full… A Havdalah service together. It was beautiful. Thank you, it was a beautiful Havdalah service, yeah.
Speaker 4Rabisha's been very good to me. She's. Yeah, so risha's been very good to me.
Speaker 3She's I'm living with her in long island.
Speaker 4Great. Where did you grow up? Did you grow up in new york, um?
Speaker 3I grew up in brooklyn, in williamsburg, that is williamsburg, that is, in new york, or maybe it's not that, that part of williamsburg?
Speaker 1yeah, uh-huh it's, it's new york, but you know, recently I had to buy mezuzahs for a new house and I buy them in Williamsburg. Oh, okay, the guy's name is Zaidi.
Speaker 4Zaidi.
Speaker 1Zaidul.
Speaker 3Zaidul, maybe Wait a second.
Speaker 1Anyway, it doesn't matter. I buy my mezuzahs there and the guys that work there are born in Williamsburg. They've grown up in Williamsburg. They barely speak any English.
Speaker 4Okay, so this is what I'm going to say you don't have to if you're staying in your community, stop.
Speaker 3Everybody stop. I don't think that the two of you can appreciate how insane this sounds to somebody who maybe is not familiar with this. How you can grow up in Brooklyn and not know who Elizabeth Taylor is is an incredible thing.
Speaker 4It's pretty wild.
Speaker 3It's wild.
Speaker 4But I would choose it. If I had to choose, I would choose it over knowing who it is. I would choose Zemel and Chaim Stinkovich from that play that we grew up with Over Elizabeth Taylor.
Speaker 3First of all, I love, I'm stinking bitch.
Speaker 1But I'm proof that you could know both. Yes, exactly, you can also know both, yeah.
Speaker 4You know what I appreciate.
Speaker 1No.
Speaker 4The culture shock and the finding out stuff.
Speaker 3Right, that's what I was about to say People don't get that.
Speaker 4And I get that, which I appreciate that so much. That must be so exciting for you, so exciting, be so exciting for you. So exciting in the beginning. Now it's not as exciting anymore because I already know everything well, I don't know everything.
Speaker 3I know everything. You definitely don't know everything.
Speaker 4I'm gonna take you with me. I really don't know everything, um, but like when you're in this bubble and you're in the safe, uh little um shelter, yes, and you've never, ever heard a goisha song. You've never heard the radio. You've never, ever heard a Goetia song. You've never heard the radio. You've never seen a movie. And then you hear your first Goetia song which was what for you I was in the 99 cent store on Broadway and Hayward.
Speaker 4I think they closed down. I don't know if they're still open, but I was over there getting school supplies. I was like I want to go to the Goetia store.
Speaker 3How old were you.
Speaker 4I was about 15, I usually never went into even a goisha store, so I wouldn't even hear the radio anywhere. And we were told, oh, you hear the radio, like make sure you tune it out anywhere. So I'm in there, I'm already a little, um, you know, uh, I don both. It's curious, not it's I was, you were saying like curious curious curious, curious, curious, curious and rebellious.
Speaker 1Let me tell you, if I'm the one and I'm the one catching you, you're in trouble what did I say? I'm kidding you're curious, curious. He's very curious, no curious, whichious Curious he's very curious, no Curious. Which, by the way, that little banter Leah Foster made a business out of it A hundred percent, a hundred percent out of it.
Speaker 4I was naigereg.
Speaker 1Naigereg. Okay, no, go ahead.
Speaker 4I was naigereg.
Speaker 1So she was. You were in the 99 cents store, I wasn't as much naigereg as I was ovgeregt, how great is Y go ahead?
Speaker 4so so I'm in the store and what's the song? Um? And it's playing, ironically, a taylor swift song. Um, which. Are you like a fan of taylor swift?
Speaker 4no, not at all, but I just think okay yeah, now I listen to like bb king and ray charles. You know what I mean? I don't listen to this crap. But then this was very new to me. So I hear she wears T-shirts, I wear shorts or something like that. I don't know if I said it wrong and I'm like they're singing about short skirts, which I'm not allowed to wear, and it's a girl singing. I've never heard a woman singing, besides for Kinneret, wow. And it's like. And then I'm walking down the aisle and I see this notebook and it has like Hannah Montana on it. So I made this assumption in my head oh, maybe it's this girl singing. So I thought like, oh, she's blonde, it sounds like she's blonde, it makes sense. So in my head that was that song and I was so fascinated by it I was like, oh, I want more of this.
Speaker 1The best part of the story is the way she pronounced Hannah Montana, what did?
Speaker 4I say Hannah Montana, hannah Montana. Yeah, you said it perfectly. You couldn't have said it better.
Speaker 1You said it exactly the way it should be said Mojdeh, mojdeh.
Speaker 4So I already knew I had like a cousin and a friend that I know they listen to the radio. So one of my friends my bad friends that I wasn't allowed to be friends with, showed me on I had a little MP3 player, showed me how to like use the FM radio, like how to get to like a channel, and I was like whoa, this is the the things I was feeling. You can't get that when you grow up somewhere, like how you have to jump out of a airplane to get that feeling.
Speaker 4You know what I mean wow um so I feel like now that I can do all these things. I have to go rob a bank to get this feeling. You know what I mean, or just get on stage and sing.
Speaker 2Chasing the high.
Speaker 1Chasing the high it's like a high.
Speaker 4But then it comes with a crash where you feel guilty. After I would listen to the radio, I would feel so guilty that I'm going to get punished and I'm going to die and look at that.
Speaker 3You're still alive.
Speaker 1And you're doing better you ever were.
Speaker 4Yeah, that's right. So what's your favorite Geisha?
Speaker 1song. What's your favorite Geisha song?
Speaker 4Hit the road, jack, and don't you come back. No more, no more, no more, no more. Hit the road, jack, and don't you come back. No more. What you say, she's got it Beautiful. One of my favorites. It's a really fun song.
Speaker 3I mean your voice is insane.
Speaker 1your voice is insane. Her voice is insane, it's.
Speaker 3And now, don't forget, we're in a studio and I'm tone deaf this exactly, and even I can hear it so it's, and she could belt it's not the best acoustics because we know no no, but but people, people should understand.
Speaker 1When they go see your show, they're going to be seeing a powerhouse and it's amazing, it's amazing. So what? What other songs are you like known for? What's, what's, what's? What's on the top that? So when leo, when leo and I are in a theater somewhere and I'm looking at the audience like what should I do? Give them the hits. Give them the hits. Start with that. What's your hits? My hit, so initially that gets a huge hit, but it's more like at the end okay, um, there's.
Speaker 4Okay, there's also one. There's my the Nedvin song that I did. I have one song it's called Woman which is Every time Kills and is like what kind of song is that? I wrote it. It's an original.
Speaker 1In English.
Speaker 4Yeah, look at that I am. English no.
Speaker 1Do you want to sing a little bit of it?
Speaker 4I'll sing a little bit of it. Yeah, sure.
Speaker 1It's the Barbra Streisand's. I'm a Woman in Love, no it doesn't have anything to do with it. One of the best songs in the world. And I agree, it's one of the best songs in the world.
Speaker 3Barbra Streisand.
Speaker 1Which one.
Speaker 4I only know the one from her.
Speaker 1I am a woman in love.
Speaker 2I am a woman in love and I'll do anything.
Speaker 4Shame on me.
Speaker 2I don't know it.
Speaker 1No, that's a good song. You have to hear that song she hits. She's insane in that song.
Speaker 4I have so much songs to learn. I'm still learning, you know. Do you like Amy Winehouse?
Speaker 3What does she sing? We're going to. Yeah, sing, we're gonna. Yeah, well, you said, you said that you it's hard for you to get your mind blown. I'm gonna blow your mind after the show. There's something like very janice joplin about you I like that.
Speaker 1You're right, yes very, very.
Speaker 4I love janice she can.
Speaker 1She can lose it on stage. You can see when she's, like when janice joplin you ever see her perform. I.
Speaker 4I've never seen her. Oh my God Just wait Just.
Speaker 1Google YouTube. That, yeah, that's going to wow, wow, nice.
Speaker 3And Amy Amy Winehouse too, yeah.
Speaker 1Okay, so let me hear the song that you wrote, called Woman.
Speaker 4Here it goes they won't let me sing, cause I'm a woman. They won't let me dance, cause I'm a woman.
Speaker 5They won't let me speak. My mind Cause.
Speaker 4I'm a woman, they won't let me speak my mind. Cause I'm a woman, they won't let me do nothing at all, nothing at all.
Speaker 5Cause I'm a woman.
Speaker 4No, come on. They won't let me sing, cause I'm a woman. They won't let me dance. No, cause.
Speaker 5I'm a woman, they won't let me speak my mind. Cause I'm a woman, they won't let me do nothing at all, nothing at all, cause I'm a woman.
Speaker 4They won't let me do nothing at all, nothing at all, cause I'm a woman. But I will sing, cause I'm a woman, and I will dance, cause I'm a woman, and I will speak my mind, cause I'm a woman, and I'll do anything. I want anything, I want Cause.
Speaker 5I'm a woman. Yeah, I'm a woman.
Speaker 4Yeah, I'm a woman and I will sing Because I'm a woman, and I will dance Because I'm a woman, and I will dance Cause I'm a woman, and I will speak my mind Cause I'm a woman and I will do anything.
Speaker 5I want anything. I want Cause I'm a woman. I'm a woman, I'm a woman. Yeah, I'm a woman.
Speaker 1Bravo, bravo, no Bravo.
Speaker 4Bravo.
Speaker 1Bravo, bravo, bravo, bravo, bravo, bravo Bravo.
Speaker 2Bravo.
Speaker 3Bravo, bravo, bravo, bravo, bravo, bravo Bravo.
Speaker 1Bravo, bravo, bravo, bravo, bravo, nina Simone, oh, yes, yes, yes, yes so where can people find you on the interwebs?
Speaker 4on the interwebs Ricky.
Speaker 1R-I-K-I Ricky underscore Rose right.
Speaker 4Ricky R-I-K-I underscore R-O-S-E. Sorry, it takes me a second to come back from that song, ricky Rose. It's like I enter a different dimension and I have to get back.
Speaker 1You saw she's back. I'm telling you it's a high. She's on a high You're incredible.
Speaker 4It's not even a high, it's like. It is high.
Speaker 1It's like you know adrenaline you need the adrenaline otherwise don't you want to be in an audience when this is happening, like an hour of this, an hour and a half of this hundred? This is why the world needs to know that this gift exists no that's so. So now you're asking how do they find where you are, what you're doing? And then I said R-I-K-I underscore Rose, right?
Speaker 4That's the one.
Speaker 1That's the one and then from Instagram you can find her and DM her and she posts more and there's an album coming out Tell the Oylem.
Speaker 4There's an album coming out. The first song is already recorded and it's one of my favorite songs that I've ever written. It's called Utamaran and Utamaros. It means breathe in and breathe out. It's a song about breathing in Yiddish. Oh, can I hear a few bars?
Speaker 1A few, I'm sorry. Oh, my God, you got me going Now you, oh my God, let's do it.
Speaker 4I can't not I have to do this. I'm so sorry. I have to check if my app is refilled. Okay, not yet, because the meter I parked it, oh, and I don't want to get a ticket, okay.
Speaker 1No dude, All right.
Speaker 4I still have time. So the breathing song we need to breathe for this.
Speaker 1We need to take a deep breath, always, always breathe.
Speaker 5When he feels with the house that's not those, put them around, and not to my rose. Then he feels with the belt. Is he grows with the, my nose breathing, and now, when you're both too big breathing it out when you have a panic. When your heart's a little scared, when you feel like you're going above the sound.
Speaker 4My head's working too slow. I feel like I'm in a warm house, when I feel like the mind is still, when I feel like something is missing, when I'm worried and I don't have any money. I feel like I'm out of my mind in the world when I feel like my heart is in two.
Speaker 5And no one can help me how I go when I don't feel like this.
Speaker 4I have a deep feeling.
Speaker 5When I feel like my heart is in two and I'm going out, and I'm going out.
Speaker 1When I feel like the world is so big and when it's like out of control, just breathe in and out, right?
Speaker 4Yeah, that's a part of the song. It has another verse.
Speaker 3You have to come see you in real life to hear. It Is there also a website.
Speaker 1Is there also a website?
Speaker 4there isn't yet, but I did buy the domain name rickyrosecom good for you good for you there will be. There will be one soon you are really incredible I'm so thrilled that you came on, are we?
Speaker 3yeah, we're good, right, yes yeah, and I want to say something. You're not gonna love this, but I'm gonna going to say it.
Speaker 1Go ahead.
Speaker 3I'm saying this as a mother. I think that it is the responsibility of the parents to understand the child and not the other way around, yes, but also me.
Speaker 4I understand that this is my journey and that I my struggle is to have parents that don't understand me sure exactly you choose your parents before you come down. I don't like, blame them or have resentment, that's fine that's Mashiach and it's also not their fault, really, because they were. You know they're children of Holocaust survivors same and you know they've. They're very unaware as well. They're children of Holocaust survivors Same and you know, they've. They're very unaware as well. So they're not like they're not even present, they're like completely disassociated.
Speaker 3My grandparents also, like our entire family, was killed in the Holocaust, but my grandparents obviously survived and did speak Yiddish, and I'm sure that they would be kvelling to know that….
Speaker 1Yiddish is amazing. There's a bunch of new singers, tursky, a young kid on….
Speaker 4Oh, mendy Tursky. Yeah, wow, this is like the new age.
Speaker 1The new age of Yiddish music. I'm telling you, it's incredible.
Speaker 3What's Yiddish music that's so insane? And with such a beat, it's incredible. What's his name Mendy.
Speaker 1I follow him on Instagram. I have more like an old school style, so do I, you know?
Speaker 4what.
Speaker 2I mean.
Speaker 3So the younger generation.
Speaker 4I don't know how much. No, no, no, but this is incredible.
Speaker 3I'm telling you, as somebody who is not of this world but came from this world, that to listen to you, it's like you're bringing this to a whole younger generation and you're keeping this alive, and it's really incredible.
Speaker 1Yeah, but this is for a younger generation. The older generations love to hear the classics. What's your favorite Yiddish song? We'll finish with that. What's your favorite Alta Yiddish song? We'll finish with that. What's your favorite song?
Speaker 4like one of those bells, what are the?
Speaker 1what are the old, old, old songs?
Speaker 4like the yontavirlich stuff. Do you know the yontavirlich songs? Which one like or the um the nature.
Speaker 1Yeah, no, you don't know any of those.
Speaker 4I guess they're more Hasidic. That's the stuff I grew up with. No, but I also listen to that too.
Speaker 1I also listen to that too. Some of the Yiddish songs, like the bells oh, those I didn't really grow up listening to. I heard you sing. Don't tell me I heard you sing on your Instagram You're singing Gliknu. Oh yeah, mazel, es scheint amol far jeden Far vojden or nisht far mil.
Speaker 2Mazel, ich steh tamo.
Speaker 4Bringst da jeden freden Far, vos far, zumst du mein T.
Speaker 2Oh, wie es tut, bang an jede show.
Speaker 1Oh, that's so good. So you do have those songs in your.
Speaker 4I know this. I learned later. I learned this song like three years ago, so this is all new stuff for me. Really, we grew up with that. That's the.
Speaker 1Yiddish songs we grew up with and then I discovered album Freedom Work. I've been David and like there's one song that I can't get out of my head. You know I'm going to put it on the podcast, if anybody. So we grew up in the house we had a record player and we used to have the songs from Elal. Did you have those albums, elal? The Israeli Elan had albums Shirei Chassidim and they were like women singing, like beautiful songs, but, like you know, in Yiddish. No, I don't know why they call it Shirei Chassidim. They weren't. They were just like Israeli songs In Hebrew yeah.
Speaker 1Yeah, but there was one song, oh wow, I can't remember. It keeps popping back into my head and I just can't even figure out where it came from. Not Mabrech, never mind, it's too far out there, but that's it. Never mind, it's too far out there, but that's it.
Speaker 4If it's in Hebraic, I for sure don't know it. Yeah, you weren't allowed to listen to any Hebraic songs in Hebrew.
Speaker 2Why not?
Speaker 3Aviv. Okay, so the song.
Speaker 1this is the song. This is the song he's talking about, the 1970s album. I don't know. No, I don't know.
Speaker 3Don't your parents still have it?
Speaker 1We still have it, I'm going to plug in the thing.
Speaker 3Take a picture of the record and we'll find it.
Speaker 2Okay, I'm going to try this, okay, of the record, and we'll find it. Avino Abarachaman. Okay, I'm going to try this. Avino Abarachaman Ha'merachem Rachem, aleinu, v'tein, be'libeinu, b'na, le'avin, le'avin, ve'lishkoach, l'ilmodu Le'lamet.
Speaker 1That's why it keeps coming to me To free the imprisoned and the.
Speaker 2That's why it keeps coming to me To free the imprisoned. That's why that song keeps coming to me.
Speaker 1The fact that you remember all of those words. I don't know who wrote the song or where it is, but if you do, that again I can Shazam you.
Speaker 4You can Shazam someone singing and it comes up.
Speaker 1No, it's going to Shazam you Just singing. It's going to say free Palestine.
Speaker 3Okay, we have to finish up I cannot thank you enough for coming on.
Speaker 1Shea Feller, you are a neshama, you are a soul, you are. I wish you nothing but mashiach, energy and atzlacha. And people should be so lucky to go and see you at a show, and whoever she's performing with is going to be amazing too. Leah Forrester right.
Speaker 5Yeah.
Speaker 1And who else do you perform with?
Speaker 5With the….
Speaker 1Your sister, my god the sister, my niece. Next level.
Speaker 4They're also amazing.
Speaker 1You and your sister are like the Barry sisters. You've heard of them, right?
Speaker 4yes, so that's you know, unbelievable, like the Hasidic version I want to go to a concert is there anything coming up? Right now I'm booked with a lot of private gigs for the next. You know the country, so this month I'm like pretty fully booked and I don't have time to do my own show. That's what she's telling me so I'm gonna wait till like September, october and I don't have time and the Catskills, that's what she's telling you. So I'm going to wait till like September, october.
Speaker 1And those are shows you can't just go to. You have to be who she's performing for you have to be invited.
Speaker 3You have to understand the concept of a private show.
Speaker 1Thank you, guys no.
Speaker 4But then. But I'm going to see ricky rose.
Speaker 3She was on the podcast with me, I'll put on a schnitzel. What is it called?
Speaker 1it could be very sexy don't underestimate the schnitzel okay so I I so that ricky rose, ricky r I k. I underscore rose on instagram. Get in with her, find out where she's at and post more of you singing and post more of where you're going to be. Imodilivecom we have sold out the 19th of December at the Beacon. The 18th is almost sold out. We have same opportunity. I know where. I'm going I know Just Modilive, modilivecom.
Speaker 3Can? I'm going.
Speaker 1I know Just Modi Live, modi Livecom. Can I?
Speaker 4say something about your show.
Speaker 2No, go ahead.
Speaker 4It was so amazing, I went to your show in East Hampton, or whatever, west Hampton.
Speaker 1West Hampton.
Speaker 4And it was so good. I felt like I wasn't my crowd. It was, like you know, hampton people. I'm never there, but I still laughed so much like all these jokes. It was so good.
Speaker 1Thank you so much, amazing thank you, thank you so much. Thank you. Thank you um motorilifecom. There's tickets that are uh available. We have another Montreal November 30th and December 1st. We added a show, so those of you in Montreal which is Montreal. Montreal was one of the best places Mashiach Energy City and there's tickets everywhere. Please look for tickets near you or a friend near you and send it to them modilivecom. And thank you, periel, and thank you again for singing and just bringing Mashiach Energy here. Thank you.
Speaker 4Shkoyach, shkoyach.